I used to be this way, but not so extreme. There was a man that I was friends with, and I always wondered what it would be like to date him. I never had the courage to ask him out though. Whenever there were problems in my current relationship, I would think about him and wish I were dating him. I think in my mind I had this man on a pedastal as the perfect guy and that a relationship with him would be perfect. I had to remind myself that no relationship is perfect, and there would likely be problems in it too.
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