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There are lots of things I did right, too, but there was too much arguing caused by the two of us reacting to one another which was a lot of my fault. This breakup has really shown me how I had the wrong mindset and have been doing it my whole life. I have learned so much I feel like a new woman whose actions in retrospect are so NOT ME.
We had broken up here and there but never for this long...it has now been three months and he will not give us another chance to start over no matter what I do. Do you have any advice and can your book help me at all? Thank you, No Angel"
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Dear "Lonely" and "No Angel,"
My heart goes out to you both, and to all of us who're working our way toward understanding our anger and using it for our own good instead of being at the mercy of our anger and everyone else's, too.
Anger is at the root of so many of our problems - women and men both.
War is a constant in our world.
War between individuals and War between countries.
>War between ideas and opinions, and War between lovers.
War between us and ourselves.
But ANGER is different from WAR.
Anger is just a feeling.
It doesn't DO anything - it's just an energetic FEELING inside us that goes through all the cells of our bodies and affects us deeply.
And when we're FEELING our feelings, other people can feel something, too.
They usually feel more CONNECTED to us, because experiencing us FEELING our feelings helps them to get in touch with THEIR OWN feelings.
This is how it works in a romantic relationship with a man.
If we're feeling our feelings, he'll feel us feeling, and then he'll get in touch with his own feelings, and he'll feel connected to us.
It's like a Heart-To-Heart Connection.
But the moment we take "feeling" a step further, and SPEAK, or DO something - everything changes.
All of a sudden our ACTIONS create a whole new dynamic out there in the world.
What we say, and what we do, have an effect on everyone else.
If, out of anger, we attack someone else, verbally or physically, they will react very differently than if they're experiencing us just FEELING.
Let's say we hit someone.
Chances are they will react in a defensive way.
They might hit us back.
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